Keep calm and carry on....

well the title says it all....

I am one happy lady right now. Just updating from my last post, and I can safely say I am definitely not having that "waste of spaces" baby again :) ooh yh!

feeling rather good right about now, this news has just made me feel even stronger and relieved.

also turns out that the other girl isn't pregnant he was making things up because he couldn't think of anything else to say to hurt me. Kinda perfectic really when you think about it. all I can do is feel pity for him. the guy clearly needs help, counciling or something.

am thinking maybe that because his dad left him when he was young and he saw how his dad treated his mum, His trying so hard not to be like him but in actual fact is ending up exactly like him if not worse. that's just my philosophy on it but hey I'm no expert on them kinda things.

well onwards and upwards I say.
got my little boys 2nd birthday coming up real soon (less than 3 weeks time) Scary where time goes. so have lots of planning and organising to do for him. going to spoil my lil man rotten "because I can"!!!!! Lol.

of course no doubt there will be some sort of drama to come from his dad about all this but yh we will see.

I would love to know if there is actually any one out there reading this???
Or anyone else that can relate to anything I've said in any of my blogs?? leave me a comment let me know :) would be great to know I'm not just rambling on to myself, although getting all this down in writing does help clear my head and take a lot of stress away. I suppose you could say it helps put my life into a different perspective. which of course is a good thing as this lets me see and think how everyone from the outside looking In sees my messed up relationship past!

I'm happy to share with you, and hope it helps others too :) xx